After I dominated my canadian submissive for 8.5hours in Shanghai, I thought I had closed the chapter on my time with him. But then, unexpectedly, he began to slip into my dreams — not like a ghost of memory, but like a presence that refused to fade.
It wasn’t the usual mental replay of a powerful scene. This was something else. Deeper. More intimate. One dream, in particular, still clings to me like a whispered secret.
In it, he was no longer kneeling at my feet — he had become the PE teacher at my old school, and I, his student. We were alone in the gymnasium, bathed in golden afternoon light that poured through tall windows and danced across the polished wooden floor.
He knelt beside me as I reclined on a mat, guiding me through simple sit-ups. His hand rested gently over my ankles — not to restrain, but to steady. Each time I lifted my body toward his, our eyes met in a lingering, unspoken connection. There was no cruelty, no sharp edges — only something tender and electric, humming quietly between us.
The roles were changed, yet the current of our dynamic still pulsed beneath the surface. He was soft with me, his touch reverent, his attention absolute. And in that moment, I felt something shift — not power, exactly, but permission. Permission to feel. To be held in the echo of something that once required control.
That dream unsettled me in the most beautiful way. It asked questions I hadn’t dared voice — about vulnerability, about surrender, about the way dominance can stretch beyond the scene and seep into the quiet hours of the night.
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Perhaps that’s what true power is: not what we take in the moment, but what we leave behind — the trace of presence that follows even into dreams.
It wasn’t the usual mental replay of a powerful scene. This was something else. Deeper. More intimate. One dream, in particular, still clings to me like a whispered secret.
In it, he was no longer kneeling at my feet — he had become the PE teacher at my old school, and I, his student. We were alone in the gymnasium, bathed in golden afternoon light that poured through tall windows and danced across the polished wooden floor.
He knelt beside me as I reclined on a mat, guiding me through simple sit-ups. His hand rested gently over my ankles — not to restrain, but to steady. Each time I lifted my body toward his, our eyes met in a lingering, unspoken connection. There was no cruelty, no sharp edges — only something tender and electric, humming quietly between us.
The roles were changed, yet the current of our dynamic still pulsed beneath the surface. He was soft with me, his touch reverent, his attention absolute. And in that moment, I felt something shift — not power, exactly, but permission. Permission to feel. To be held in the echo of something that once required control.
That dream unsettled me in the most beautiful way. It asked questions I hadn’t dared voice — about vulnerability, about surrender, about the way dominance can stretch beyond the scene and seep into the quiet hours of the night.
shanghai-bdsm.blogspot.com

Perhaps that’s what true power is: not what we take in the moment, but what we leave behind — the trace of presence that follows even into dreams.